The Last Peek

I knew a woman before, shes whom i idolized, i dreamed to be like her someday when i grow up. shes sweet. brainy.beautiful and having angelic attitude. shes a woman of any mans dream.i am seeking for an older sisters affection and i found it to her.. but everything was changed, when her mom and dad separated..i only see her seldom, she jailed herself in their house, shes the only child and its hard for her to decide wether she will go to her mom or dad.. shes loosing herself time at time. she was changed inside and out, shes not the jasmine whom i used to know. from pants to minnies, from simple to thick make-ups,from polite to vulgar! shes fond now of going late at night.. she hide the pain by amusing herself in such wrong deeds she don't even realize that  shes ruining her life with the nonsense things, but one tragic event happened, she got pregnant and the dad is nowhere to find. the only thing she did is to cry, regret and peek the past that once she lost and will never ever comeback.. i promise to myself that from now on, i will never let pain beat me, instead it gives courage to fight!! im not gonna be like her as what i was dreamed to be before. everything changes and so do i!!